Last night, I recalled every words you spoke to me.
My eyes were closed.
In a lightlessness, I could see you watching me from the corner of my eye and I could barely smell your scent..
your soft whispers I heard from the dark cloud beneath the absolute darkness..
Even in the dark, I felt so secure…
Until I slowly open up my eyes..
It feels like hundreds of venom rushed into my bloodstream straight to my vitals that could kill me in a blink of an eye.
Any antitoxins wont do any good. Don’t even bother to try.
I should’ve let my eyes shut.
I should’ve let the darkness took away the light.
It’s better than the venom, at least.
I shouldn’t let myself drowned. Anything. Any other thing, is better than the venom.
And last night, your words..was nothing but a conspiracy theory to me.